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August 12 The Natural Scepticdear blog diary
im not really bored....annoyed with myself ....i need a LIFE...but the issue is WHERE DO I GET ONE ?
ok things i would LOVE to do :
1) play badminton again
2) understand the beauty of the Quran (need a balance nest pas :P----im still rsearching and it keeps getting paused....just want 2 follow what i believe in ; religion has got so confusing these days as a result of everyones big say in in it )
3) i feel lik a hypocrite or show off :P nyway moving on 3) S W I M
4) take/use the liberty of getting lost to wander the streets of colombo
5) want 2 go see the masjid next to odel- out of pure curiosity- as a child ive always been fascinated with treasure and treasure hunts....sigh the kids nowadays just dream of mobile fones....kind of explains my attachement to jack sparrow, orlando bloom and (who wrote 'the gift'----ive forgotten)
6)THIS IS MY RAMBLE BLOG :D 6) the beach :) ----love the sea side....weligama beach is undeniably the B E S T !
7) get into the tiny taprobane island...off the weligama beach
8) A C T ! love pretending to be some one else....sniff---- un recognized talent---- talk about it
9) P A I N T ----have to steal the canvas though from naveed....what a pain brother's can be
10) learn photoshop-----and grin like an expert
that felt good....should recommend this feel good technique to psychologists :) felt the breezy , sea air of weligama beach; felt the water splash aginst me as i made a dive into THE CLEAN , 'chlorine' water; felt myself being lifted up into a content state of mind...the good life....
lets just hope i can remain like this without attacking one of my house mates :D
tc blog
shall post some intellectual stuff later...not goin 2 make myself promise....inshAllah ....need 2 post on team work
ta ta April 28 " There's NO place like HOME"hello dere bloggy
ok here goes.... the topic " NO place like HOME" ; take it apart and for the most part it is probably true.
THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME
there isnt
tell me , have you truly found home ?
i havent
who is totally happy and totally satisfied
im not
where is home ?
is home in front of the tv surrounded by friends and chips ?
is home basking in the sun , in the cool waters with family ?
is home listening to gun shots, tending to wounds?
is home , empty stomachs and dreamy minds ?
my home is not in either extreme category description ....my home i dont wish to call here (Sri Lanka ) or anywhere else.....
the closest i came to home was the quiet city of Ruwais (in the United Arab Emirates)...but thats not home no longer.
technology , time and people are moving too fast for me.
home is not something that leaves me behind, makes me feel overwhelmed and kicks me in the rear (experience is the hardest teacher)
is my home in heaven ?
inshAllah i can get there....heaven would make me feel loved
i wouldnt have to struggle to fit in
i wouldnt have to cry
to listen to the agony painted in the news
to watch people selfishly bask in the sun
creating a thirst of want in humans
heaven should be perfect
heaven should be home
maybe we are not supposed 2 know about heaven....coz if we did ...would we look forward to it ? coz its like already tasting the cake...
reread blog : concept is good :D could be put in article form :D heheh self evaluation...
YAY!
there u go bloggy ..todays feed ;) August 03 :)sending my greetingshello dormant world
i actually like my new space luk ! manal wat were u complaining about !
sigh i cant understand why people LOVE send ing me forwards...so listen all my wonderful buddies...interesting forwards ONLY...btw i have to thank azeem and chaga ...ure forwards hav been interesting:D so far :P
forward definition :
forwards SHOULD BE interesting
forwards SHOULD not be blank ...and i repeat not be BLANK !
forwards should not have wishes or death threats !
forwards SHOULD NOT make u feel sorry for people who are trying to con u ...
++ :P forwards should be sent back 2 the sender...(source:adrian )
and the list goes on ......
but ryt nw i oughta go
tc blog
will cum bck sum other tym INSHALLLAH /:P June 20 flowthought2There are no tears
just plain hurt
She watches the curse take shape
U will NEVER be happy
No turning back now
She takes what little she has
Its a forever seeking
Seeking of an opening
Her hand clumsily falls to her side
fingertips barely able to touch the light
She falls
lying in a heap
exhausted
Her eyes closed
Her heart sealed
NO MORE will she give her heart to another
The grass under her fingers feels cold
She clutches it desperately
as if its all she has
She forces an eyelid open
then another
She tilts her head upwards
taking in the warmth of a tear
that slides down her cheek
Watching the curse take shape
She will NEVER be happy
NOTE: flow thoughts refer to th poems that flow in my head especially when i think alot; most of the time i dont get to write them down ...heheh that's coz most of my thinking times are in my van to apiit, at home when im depressed, in the prayer room ...funnily enough most of the time my flow thoughts are in moving objects.the flow thoughts that do get recorded are the ones i type in my mobile :P yahhhh modern tech.
my life is based on observations. my best observations are when im in vehicles becaus that way i see alot.Especially here in Sri lanka theres alot you can learn by watching changes.
while going to apiit i notice poor families on marine drive that increase in number, i notice poor children with imported toys, i notice joggers, people's expressions, the latest addition a religious temple i think , the road never in proper shape , grafiitti.....
I just LOVE observing but the sad thing is thers's no action....i think about my dreams as a child ...i stiffle them becaus most of the time i get very emotional....i dont know why im writing this in my blog...i dont usually ...maybe because now i dont care whos reading it ..its my diary afterall ...but yah hey i hear about plagiarism and ill get ranjani kanth :P that ones 4 u addy ...i always remember dat dude ....2 in 1 :P hope i spelt his name right manal keeps correcting me ...thanks for reading btw:)
um i know this was supposed to be a note...pls do telll me ;anyone who does read if the note ruins the effect of the poem.
THANK U
June 12 flow thoughtTheres a persn inside me
and im sure of that
a person that screams i can paint
but when i hold a paint brush
all that appears is an odd squiggle
theres a person ionside me
and im sure of that
a person that screams i can do mental sums
but all that happens
is a shudder when its 16 + 7
theres a person inside me
and im sure of that
a person that screams i can be great
but the farthest i cud go
is behind a competitor
and always behind
thers a person inside of me
and im sure of that
a person that cries with failure
a person that cries with fatigue
a person that cries with emotion
i want to be a someone
a somone talented
a someone brilliant
a someone great
April 05 im back sort of :Phey blog
hehe ages again ...i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuvvvvvvvvvvvvvv my new blog luk ; its ela kiri (cool) :D its supposed to be a circuit board.i hadn't wanted to chabnge but hey i lik this.
ive had many many hard days....i dont even remeber if i told u blog about anything about my move to sri lanka....its been one helluva rollercoaster...so blog ...u shall noe my deepest secrets now :P
ok first of all ; what , where , why and when...infact i might even complete this at home but then i dont know...
what : im at APIIT (Asia Pacific Institute of Information Technology) and im typing on my brand -new -ela kiri look blog. im reading forwards at the same time...when ure bored , u have to keep yourself occupied.
when : hehe now :P ...after a group meeting . i had submitted a project already and gosh im a record holder ..i satyed awake from 11pm onwards to 5 am ...i slept till 5:20 am ..and dat was accidental sleeping.was lying on the bed waiting for the water heater to do its job...had to get rid of my dizziness with a nice warm water bath.IM A RECORD HOLDER...20 MINS OF SLEEP and im wide awake...took a nap during business operations though but that doesnt disqualify me ...:D
why : hehe why what :P why hmmm..why am i back at the keyboard typing away ..BECAUSE ....BECAUSE...i loved the new look ...and the amazing white font was jsut too temptibg...had t o write something.
How : hehe how ...lets c...how ...hehe im typing with my hands ...phone close by me...miscalling my buddys and monitor in front of me...
just read a hotamail alert...ure account is reaching its limit :P when is it not...i told all u guys NO JUNK !If i didnt ok i told u all now...
where : apiit labs...
i know ...a dull day in the dull life of hebah ...i m wondering if the guy using the pc nxt 2 me is getting annoyed by my typing chuck chuck ...:P manal gets annoyed...
current likes in my new place : compared to the uae , u have an identity ..and its easy to get accepted fast.over there u had to be brilliant ..and u had to be a race that was accepted by any of ure superiors ...obviously not all people are like that...but its a cant help thing in an extremely multicultural environment u have alotta prejudice.
likes : life is hmm eventful..YUPZ..in ruwais u had to wait for something crazy to happen but then i miss the safety.
current dislikes in my new place : i STILL HAVE people phobis.im not shy ofr anything; i love talking but i dont enjoy being with people who hurt my thoughts rather than feelings...people who hurt my individuality ...and sometimes ...i dunno ...i might end up whinning and that's not a nice thing...i'll whine later; im not in the mood today..IM HYPER.
Im wiating for uncle to miscall so i can go home ; i dont think he will...its already far far past 5 ...SOB...no sleep...anyways i think ill go to the library and study like a good girl
tc bloggy
i'll try and come back and update inshAllah January 19 "Here i am once again ..."hello bloggy hehe i noe ive neglected u ...well cant help really.was soooo busy and had been pretty selfish to everyone nt just u bloggy. so im here bck again 2 update d world im ok really..which is a teeny lie...im throwing myself frm mountains and picking myself up over and over again....this misery shud have ended long ago...anyways never mind. im supposed to be studying actually...free time should be utilized well .i have finals coming up soon i think...i cnt type dis blog :( ill cme bckl later sumtym again....:( inshAllah July 29 bye Ruwaisonce upon a time , a lil girl who was to be named HEBAH ` a gift ' ; opened her eyes for the first time in surroundings that were warm and welcoming , the ruwais hospital .The nurses were kind , caring and took their time in cleaning the lil baby and dressing her up .The ruwais hospital was free and clean . There have been some problems but to say that that hospital didn't treat her well would be unfair . Miss Hebah's second trip to the hospital was soon to come , a major trip not the minor ones like vaccinations those were routine.Hebah then only 5 (not sure of the age but it was when the cars with the automatic roof windows became popular heheh because that was her lil ambulance :P ) , had to be put on a drip because everything she ate or drank she "puked" out . The poor thing :P had to see her self puke on her favourite ABC rack .Her other visits to the hospital included seeing her lil siblings in the "glass boxes" ;) , getting her x-rays, eye check ups and having her fingers sewed up :D:D ( her elder brother heheh had to put in lighter terms closed the metal gate on her fingers :P) .I WILL MISS THE CLEAN RUWAIS HOSPITAL .
What else will i miss...let's see...
I WILL MISS THE PEACEFUL WALKS AND THE PARKS .
I WILL MISS THE GREENERY , THE LACK OF POLLUTION , THE FLOWERS (I admit flowers are pretty ).
I WILL MISS OUR HOUSE :(
I WILL MISS THE AMAZING "LACK OF CULTURE INTERFERENCE"
I WILL MISS THE FREE ELECTRICITY , THE FREE WATER AND GUILTLESS USE OF THE INTERNET .
I WILL MISS MY BUDDIES ONLINE .
I WILL MISS THE FREE SWIMMING POOL :( AND THE FREE COURTS :(
I JUST WILL MISS RUWAIS .IT WAS MY HOME :( ,at least i thought so even if it was temporary i felt comfortable . i didn't have to have much conscious thought about for example consequences of certain actions , now when i move too sri -lanka i think ill feel forced to feel aware maybe of my behaviour and others.
GOD FORBID there will be any volcanic eruptions, inshAllah all should be o.k .
BYE THEN RUWAIS . July 04 here again with my trademark :long blog muhahah enjoy !hehheh ..heebs sheepishly grinning says sorry 2 bloggy ...aich ...just been busy the past few days ...went for a dental check up 2day , yesterday went for an eye check up ..and had to pack my stuff at the same time .tried avoiding signing on 2 msn as well...am ok so far all gud :D yahhhhhhhhh but after juLY 5 inshALLAH im gonna b online ...hmm ok dat im not sure of as well ...hehhehe coz heebs , yah bad heebs has been signing onto the common account n freakin out when she sees the numbers :D:D:D but dont worry , those of u who i haven't spoken to 4 ages i will come by to drop a hiiiiiiiiiiiii :Pand i have kept to my word and done that as well ;) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASPER AGAIN ...Hhehehe i will not let u rest in peace :P
if manal says i didnt look busy , i tell u manal i tried to type a blog ..hehheh and u know what happened ...my bloggy's having bad day with me , it didn't post ! so i got all frustrated and turned my back on bloggy 2 ..heheh not my fault i wrote such a long one and meany bloggy didn't post .I f it posts today den hehheh bloggy I LUV YAH ! hehhehehehh and b4 i 4get thank u to all of yah 4 da push ...hehehheh ...esp.christopher:D:D .
let's see hmmm i have to write something , something intresting ...hmmm anything ? nothing ? aich ..lots of weddings going on in sl this month ...sigh will b missing one really important one 2 ...yah lets talk bout sl weddings :D:D:D:D:D
sl weddings the ones ive been 2 ...have been ....i gess it wouldn't be hard to guess :REALLY BORING ! i feel terrible saying this but my uncle's one was boring 2 ! let's start from the beginnning ...first of all it was in the afternoon . me and manal opted to wear an abaya ( the black over coat ) , just to be different ..heheh it was our choice ..and we did stand out :P...i mean most of the other gurls were wearing shalwars n the other indian attire .just if u guys are wondering ..u dont get a heat stroke ;) with an abaya ...:D:D:D
and all we got 2 do was distribute wedding cakes ...and just sit down quietly and watch everything YAWN YAWN hehheh we did go out though ...hehehh silly hafsa and us got lost :P not sure how though ...n we found ourselves walking through a maze of men ...not intresting SCARY ! there were too many ...finally we found our other cousins who instead of being good direct realatiions n distributing cakes , were collecting many not some for themselves .heheheh and we had to force the m to put it back in the basket . :P and that was it ..no more adventure ...nothing ...! lunch i hate wedding food ...totally terrible ...biryani cooked the wrong way ...and the same curries all the time , is there any wedding that doesnt have greenpeas on the table , any wedding without wattalapam (sl desert) , any wedding without a roasted chicken that feels like plastic ...if there is please invite me ..!
after the wedding , i think its the brides house 4 tea ..hehhehehhe loooooool that ill never 4get ...becoz of my height and attire , the bride's cuzin thought i was older den her heheh although she was older den me...much older..:P hehehhe so when i wasn't eating anything , who could after that hotel meal ...she asked me "why arent u having anything aunty " looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool hehhehehehhe i think ill wear abaya again 4 another wedding :P:D:D:D:D:D other then that i guess nothing else was funny ! "waleema" was at our house in da village :P heheheh town sorry im just tempted 2 say village ..hehhh that was ok ..i couldn't talk 2 the brides cousins ..coz i gess i was in "shy stage" anyways ...we just ate and hung around ppl we knew :Pmean us ! nyways nobody seemed really intrested in gettng 2 know us ...i rpt i sed seemed ...hehhhehmayb coz we were a boring bunch :P will try this year inshAllah . this wedding took place about 2 yrs back ..and that was the last ive been to ..and the first in agessssssssssssssssssssssssss !
c wat u guys did , not my fault long blog again ...! not my fault ...i yapped and yapped 1:P
will have to write a blog dedicated to a buddy of mine soon ...a forgotten buddy ..inshallah will do that unless if find something even more intresting .
bye den bloggy
June 10 "chuty" blogthis blog is specially dedicated to sailor adsie and remy :D:D:D ..its a chuty .... in other words a tiny blog ...teeny weeny ...hehehheh compared 2 da previous humangoous blog...:P i just like writing long blogs as i was telling one of my friends it helps to divert my energy somewhere useful :P if this is defined as useful hehehhe :D ok what should i write on a chuty blog...no poems ...they are all sad ones..hmmm corny jokes ? ...i have one but its really dumb nyways anything for chuty blog..ok u have 1 pkt of 2min noodles takes 2 minutes ....how many minutes does it take to make 3 pkts ? 6mins ? nopes 2 minutes ...ok boring one...:P nyways ahmed said 6minutes :D:D i found a fast poem...i wanted to write a limerick but i dunno u guys tell me wat happened 2 it heheh + i had no intention 2 refer to a person "tart " i was only thinking food...wen i den realized :D:D oh wait a sec i think i just gave it away :D hehehhehe ok mayb its a pun :P honey from a bottle tea from a cup love from the heart eyes 4 a tart :D:D:D:D:D:D wen u analyse it its sumthin lik da norm n den de abnorm :P hehehe hope this turns out tiny tk everybody .:P cant wait 4 manal 2 proof read..dont think shes ever seen dat poem of mine oh wellz shell c it online den inshAllah May 30 2 heads are better than onehi dere blog , pretty rapid update ...i know....i kept the window open because usually whenever i have a blog thought i tend to 4get bout it because i dont have time...so something came up today and im going to BLOG IT YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ...experimental design and revision u can wait ...hehehe "artificial intelligence" ;) :D:D:D okz yups two heads are better than one and this blog is going to be a shocker ...esp. 4 frazu ....poor frazu struggled to make us not squabble and quarrel 24'7...and i appreciate it all frazu....u can take the cup for accomplishing the impossible but everything is in small steps and we still have issues so its going to take ages but anyways we have got somewhere and its hilarious where we have reached ...not the top of the mounatin , we are still at the base heheheh which is a something :D:D:D.....yupz im talking bout mannuz and me. i noticed that we tend to get along amicably when it comes to discussing internet buddies :D:D yes all of u have been discussed to some point hehehehhehe(muhahahhahha) , debating in the kitchen table , playing the piano (recent one) and lets c....exchanging secrets (n wat i mean by this is dat we only tell each other stuff in exchange 4 other spice....and its v.rarely done !not even once in a blue moon...once in a hmmmm....purple moon makes it more rare :D:D:D and half the time we end up rofloao becoz it wasnt so gr8 of a secret btw its just bout us....heheh coz we dont know each other lol !) ...long brackett again , discussing books read, horror movies watched, wat else....proof reading poems..., listening to music....heheh commenting on peoples blogs....and all da lil things in life that has no meaning heheheh ...were a weird bunch. nyways yupz da 2 heads are better den one ....today we joint heads 4 two things and both resulted in ela results...whooooooooooooooooo....we played the teeny trainer piano hehehhehe...we managed to play my immortal (evanescence) in sync whooooooooooo (we actually clapped 4 ourselves ...try and imagine the scene,....down on da floor tiny piano...all hunched us 5"5(manal made me correct this it was 5'6 b4 and 5'8) 5"7s hehheheh ...no room and managing 2 clap !) ...sounded like music so dere u go...and den a v.heated up debate on da kitchen table after lunch ...went ELA ....teenage daughters against ma.....hehhehe no nuthing violent ...just a lil discussion about not mixing culture with religion ..... it went something like this : parents depending from which region they come from in sri lanka tend to subconsciously mix culture with religion ...and they xpect their children to fit in and adjust themselves but they cant...i tried to fit into culture everytime i went to sl ...and i just realized that i just got frustrated and even more frustrated ...and then i had dese u noe volcanic eruptions coz i cudnt stand it anymore !now that was just the culture bit ...about religion with culture...u cant do that ...culture is different from religion but time has managed to mix the two and ppl are so confused whether what they are doing is for God or about what other ppl wud think ..alot of this seems to b going on ...everybody is afraid of what their children's actions are going to say about the parents ...its a gossipy world out there in sri lanka.. (not everyone is sl is gossipy ...and not everyone in sl is like this and i know there exist ppl whu id luv to meet up and talk wid coz dey r so neutral ) u can respect culture but if u cant fit in dont try to coz itll just cause more problems.. then we went on to discuss , appropriate ways of dressing ,women's role and how they should b treated ...heheh yah alotta heavy stuff...and the main thing was u cant force someone to have iman (belief) it should be built up slowly and no one should be forced to do something without understanding the intention....forcing someone to follow something or do something will only cause them to rebel and do xactly opposite...u cant thrust rules upon a person ...u cant make aperson b whu u want them 2 b...everybody has their own pace of learning ...nothing happens in big leaps...i myself admitted that i found it quite enjoyable to break the rules...when it was forced upon me hheehh ...among this discussion was the bit about the hijab(head scarf) and understanding the intention. and now the big bit ...if it was just me arguing all these pts i wudnt have been able to get it thru to my ma...but i had gud support dis time...manx cat whu thinks my rebellion has no cause but u c it does :D:D:D i did try it many yrs back but nobody wanted 2 listen 2 me ...it helps ...TWO HEADS ARE BETTER THAN ONE.... thank u "quatrapod" (manal's nickname ...heheheh origin and reason hilarious :d:D:D) and wat else lets c...yah lets fite sumtime....heheheh ill wait 4 one of dose left leg wake up mornings heheheh and den ill annoy u and den muhahahhaha ill b happy 2 hear u scream at me ahhhhhhhh da feeling and den "now i noe u lik it wen i fite yah " :P ure beginning phrase okz gtg get sum studying done ...have been v.naughty these past 4 days...manals fault...tempted me wid da piano , writing poems ...and annoying her ...okz experimental design i can hear u at da back of me head i am comming bye blog manals proof reading this blog ..to c if i wrote any mean stuff about her but we all know yah ;) ok quatrapod leaving to ..warning siren from ma :" v.nice way 2 study hebah 2morrow exam"
May 27 roller coaster plungebonjour blog : now lets c .......how do i start ...yupz ...finished part of my a'level nightmare...episode episode 7 on may 31st datll be biology practical...insahAllah it will be as easy as my A's practical ..we had guests over since yesterday ...thought it would be a big disturbance but nah things went well . hehehh have been avoiding telling people how my exams went because so far it was practicals and biology...and practicals are BIG TIME OUChES ... i feel really relaxed before the exams ...somethings wrong with me ...i cram as well...hmmmm mayb its the way the erxams are spaced out....okz blog me not gonna bore u wid exam yatta yatta... red back spiders on the increase over here ...actually more like in dubai not here here :D:D:D...dere really pretty looking (heheh i hear a loud squeal rather scream from manal :)) but trust me all pretty creatures are mean nasties ...except butterflies :P these red back spiders once they bite u and the venom seeps into ure blood WHOA xpect the worst ...ure leg or arm swells up twice its original size , it turns all blue and u hav a fever but worst of all as i deciphered from the gulf news picture...it leaves a sorta crater behind where it bit approximately 2cm in diameter OUCH.... as i was typing this sentence i remebered something heheheh my blog isnt syndicated so half the worried and scared population of dubai checking up red back spideres will come across my bloggy hehehehhehheh....i noticed it too when i checked my settings/statistics somebody has been checkin up sabis physics papers 2005 heheh and had come across my bloggy ...hey whoever u r im glad u chked it out ...hope u enjoyed reading my blog....it doesnt get updated much though heheheh at this v.moment in time manal is making fun of me.....hehhehe but i dont mind becoz i luv my imagination heheheh shes comparing me to this gurl in a book whu imagines ppl as serial killers ....lol i luv doin dat all da time :D:D:D:D i observe ppl ...saw watch out ppl hehehhe muahahhahah but really i shud get a hold of this imagination thing its problematic...runs wild at night and sometimes i cant sleep(proof reading made me think...hmm my imagination cant b dat nasty...must b a normal nightmare :D) ....really freaked out stuff i dream about ...worse den "the ring"...but thank God its not frequent ....like it used to be...but hey it wasnt my fault i really saw a snake ! :P heheheh the snake story : my jumper that was hanging on my chair had somehow morphed into a snake don't ask how but all i can say i saw it lol sounds funny now hehehhehe was so embarrassed after screaming at 2 am in da nite and da whole house shook hehheh and then got da "where's da snake ?>" "i dont c a snake " hehhe nyways as da sun rose and no more snakes came 2 attack had to pretend there were snake eggs under my bed ...yes hebah ...cracko hehheh nyways novel xcuse "go c 4 ureself!" hehehhehh :P the 5 5 5 5 business startegy apparently went so well taht they're having it again ...oh wellz ...azaz u can get ureself some suits but hmmm no more weddings in sl 2 attend i gess aich...claires shud hav a sale at da moment....silly claires over prices evrything and my pocket money just gets drained ...sigh when will i start work ...inshAllah soon ..but den gotta luk 4 a claires in sl... long blog agian and a very sleepy one...its the exams blame the exmas ...all i can think of is blood plasma..transition metals heheh and the lab practical supervisor for phsics...hehhehehe i asked him too many questions not my fault again the gurls freaked me out by saying that he stares at u and he wont let u work he writes notes down...so i had to talk u noe break the ice lol actually calm the tense environment they had formed..but he was ok...dint mind him even if he was not as flexible. the chemistry lab supervisor apparently dint show up 2day so we had to start our exam at 9:30...the dude was suposed to come from ras al khaimah wich is far far far far away a day b4 the exam but nah nobody even bothered to phone and chk up on him if he was inda ruwais guest house...so our chem teacher had to be awoken from his blissful weekend (friday) possibly something seriously wrong but as usual ruwais ..the rumours will come around... other den dat ..new stuff? found a kitten on my way to skool...terrible luck it shudda been dere wen i was coming home sigh...a lost opportunity.... ahmed tuk a pic of me using da pc...wid da camera...hehh gud memories of time spent in ruwais ...sitting on da pc and making virtual frends :P pulled out a weed from the garden and its sitting in the computer table roots and all hehehehh gurls r supposed 2 pik flowers hehehhehe i lik my weed :D:D thought :my blog is a bit gurly i think...mitye need to do allotta modifications...no time sigh ,,,,, wellz dats all from me bloggy ...i am not going to study today ....hav 4 days...ill waste my time :D heheh scold me somebody ! bah bye blog... May 05 may 5 ... 5....5....5....5.....5hello bloggy , Came home from my first exam .biology, 3 hrs, 3 papers.My pa thought i was doing an external exam i.e. my A'levels ..pa has no idea how many papers i am sitting for A'levels as well...what does pa know ? in a way it's good that my pa isn't so obsessed ith my exams like some of my mates parents.Actually i have noticed a very discriminatory practice at home, they bug manal most of the time just like they bugged my elder bro :"do past papers"...sometimes i wish they would bug me for exams and leave me alone when it comes to the computer ...SIGH....Todays bio paper i kinda messed up , wasn't feeling well during the exam, had a WRONG breakfast , cheese sandwich and a coffee but anyways it's my last yr , so no panic for heebs ..inshAllah i will miraculously scrape thru just like i always manage 2 do i am having a really bad headache at the moment , i had slept for 4hrs ?! i don't usually sleep that long , i musta fallen into a trance..lost consciousness andden a handsome prince , riding on a horse came to wake me up WHATEVER ! next exam on may 14 , physics final ..after that may 18 a'level soup starts and may 21 chemistry final..hehe and after that i am still in a'level soup until june 28 ...after which i will pretend i never sat for my a'levels ...and then i'll sit back and think how time passed so fast and then wait for time to speed up so that i can get 2 sri lanka (inshAllah) asap today in the newspaper was an advert :the advert was something like this : it was a full page and it had a man with a coffee mug , newspaper , shirt and tie in the shower under the heading "this ad will shock u "and hell it did , not because he was ela looking but the amazing package..it was fro a store "BRANDS " ...u cud get 5 shirts for 55dhs (do i c an azzaz jaw drop Now ill give u a not so ela business strategy mcdonalds and the coco cola co teamed up to give a mess....u get prizes in the ring pull from 5dhs to 100 000 dhs or 50%discount on mcdonald meals ...dese are valid till the end of july , we had three cans at home ; ma me n manal wid gr8 enthusiasm and praying secretly pulled the ring pulls , 50%discount on meals for all of us so basically just buy two more cans and eat for literally free at mcdonalds...silly thing imagine the number of ppl whu never frequent mcdonalds trying to show up ...if ppl can b bothered dat is ...the meals range from 5dhs to 20 dhs (correct me again azu ifim wrong ) so only coco cola co will benefit (desperate rush of desperate consumers 2 get da prize...we weve lost intrest we noe dis leads 2 nothing )...but whu noes this cud b a merger a secret one or mayb a well publicized one that i know nothing of....the latter seems more likely anyways in my opinion BAD BUSINESS STRATEGY ! Hhehe oh wellz , had fun typing this blog ...time to go and study now ..pray 4 me evrybody kay ..to do really well in my examd inshAllah tk just luked outta da window , the weather has changed again ..it was so sunny in the morning and now its all gloomy , can bet its going to rain...weve been having weird weather patterns lately... just checked my mail..and noticed galaizzzzzzeeeeeeeeeee has left 2 philippines...SOB...i totally 4got ...and i had no idea manal went 2 glaizees house 2 visit..anyways gess dat was meant to happen ...anyways glaizee...got to hav lil conv. wid yah wen u phoned ova here....so u tkz gurl and BEST OF LUCK IN EVERYTHING U DO . April 29 I am a SKYDIVERHello dere bloggy ….been ages …..did i miss yah well …hmmm…no I just felt sorry 4 yah coz all da green started turning from something wonderful 2 rotting green vegetation…so don’t yah worry bloggy im here water can in hand…2 save da day ! …anyways today audience I am going to show da world wat I m made of :D:D:D:D …so obsessed wid making myself happy…THE RESULTS OF DA PERSONALITY TEST …hehe yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! gimme a high gimme a low gimme a high five ! yah watever ok read on…some of the stuff I disagree with but some I totally agree ..the specifics u’ll get 2 noe later …first u guys make up ure mind how far u agree with the evaluation :P
4. Personalized Report The Ultimate Personality Test The Real You: A Scientific Analysis Hebah, you're a Skydiver! Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Skydiver which means you are a Seeker / Golden Your primary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Golden" characteristics. Okz so now ill let u guys know : True : I am a seeker ; I am open –minded ; I am extroverted ; I am a free spirit ; I am independent (way too much actually ! heheh ok I admit I don’t cook for myself …hehe I always believe that everybody can cook..its an hmmm da wrds not here now…its” in_ _ _ “something …evolution chapter …anyways …I dunno I just like my mas cooking…ok how far is dat true….if da vegetables are my favs :P:D:D:D..rite so dat was just an xcuse…simply put im 2 lazy when it comes to cooking…mannuz can do it :P) I just realized …what sort of English is this when u have a whole paragraph in a bracket !?! Bck 2 where I was: I am a liberal ? I dunno…..dont even noe a thing bout politics….xcept war is bad …bush is prez of America….sl prez chandrika….and silly things happen as a result of politics.period. :D:D:D I am a liberal :P:D:D street: “keeps discovering” ;) People adore me …now dats a WOW….ok lets c …hehehhe its hard 2 say stuff lik yes ppl adore me …my friends do rite ? :P hehheheh ahhhh my lil cuzs adore me and my web cam :D:D:D lil kids adore u for something material …so 2 n 2 :P…”magnet 4 luv n affection” God da wrds dey use….dey make u go overd a moon 4 nuthin…im not a magnet 4 luv n affection …ia m a magnet 4 TROUBLE….always SOB ! I am flexible not super flexible and I don’t hav an overdose of encouragement….i move myself always ….encouragement is just 10 % .dat I get (from ma ,few uncles,cuz.Azaz(lol yah u da only cuz!).n friends)…da confidence comes from da determination to prove myself or do something totally opposite to wat ppl r telling me 2 do …eg…everybody wants me 2 stay at home n giv tuitions wen I come 2 sl…noways man I want work experience…if I get fed up fine no probs… :P later wen I retire or when I feel like it :P den I’ll listen,….heeheheh I just realized dey missed out my most important characteristic: REBELLIOUS :D:D:D:P I am not a great leader at work…in choueiffat u cant b leader …no one can…u just wrk ure best ….i am a self starter, I am a “workaholic” , I am enthusiastic wid things dat make me happy ….do I spread dat enthusiasm I dunno u guys tell me :P I do know that I do spread positive energy ..cmon guys admit it with all this “I luv myself “ stuff :P
communication…alhamdulillah no problems…passed dat stage :P:D:D:D where u just want to be with ureself … Heheh I luved da conclusion btw : and that’s just scratching the surface….how TRUE …no one no one will ever know me totally and completely …that knowledge is just with one other , the Creator and only the Creator….:D:D…..no one else…. Hehehhe I know I write long blogs …but u c I don’t update my bloggy as frequently…so guys take ure time with the reading :P Acknowledgements : thank u m.diddy …4 “posting” service…u Da BEST !m.diddy: “I rock her world “ :P:D:D:D..okz too much shaking getting “sea sick” ;) credits : 2 manal source of da personality test …credits 2 butterfly ….manal’s source of the personality test …. Finally THANK U ALL for reading and commenting on my other blogs:P…hehehhe lol …now da whole thing turned into a speech .heebie heebie…:P dats me after all !
The link : http://web.tickle.com/personality/ March 29 why i luv myself so muchhello bloggy , ive been "prewriting" as choueiffat calls it dis whole blog entry while walking home from school .da whole mood got semi-spoiled but hey im still happy ..y ? da happy bit is way tooooooo gud something like kaizen..(.read sailor adsies blog for further reference considering i hadnt studied all night as my mates had, considdering i'm an average student ...i managed to be on da class average : LUV MYSELF !hehehheh and deres more to heebs gone nutty ...she doesn't go nutty just 4 nuthin ! chemistry practical today...studied an hr for it...way 2 sufficient...had the exam after school and was proud of my brain 2 think by itself... my other mates foud dis one question hard which i found plain obvious lol ..so yah heebsie was impressed... and wait summore....today i had 2 stand guard while ahum hehheheh..while lets just say i and a friend were up 2 sum mischief but it was 4 a gud reason....i noticed the board ..i don't usually read it ..because i know ill never b on it..hehheheh...but i went 2 read it(was way 2 bored standing guard ~!) and noticed my name : under yr 13 s : outstanding students :LOL :roflmao :YES way 2 funny ....hehe in my finall yr at skool "voila" hehhehe but here comes da catch im 3 outta 5 ....dere ar only 5 science students but im STILL HAPPY AND I LUV MYSELF ! ..INSHALLAH i gotta do really well in my a'levels ! n yupz i need to pass the term ...gosh borderline grades !
March 22 "An Ideal husband" ?!Early today bloggy...way too early...sorry azaz i know i said after one week but i already finished the book !i know i have to start studying , thanks for the motivation but apparently that didn't get me through the morning i keep postponing ; woke up late (9:30) For those of you who dont like classic plays , try Oscar Wilde's "An Ideal Husband " ...the plot is fast paced (the whole story takes place within 24 hrs and a lil more ) and the conversations extremely witty ! the following are excerpts from the play ;yupz i am not going to yap today ! ACT 1 :PG 18 LADY BASILDON:(Arching two pretty eyebrows ) are you here? i had no idea you ever came to political parties ! LORD GORING : I adore political parties.They are the only place left to us where people don't talk politics. LADY BASILDON :i delight in talking politics .Italk them all day long .But i can't bear listening to them .I don't know how the unfortunate men in the House stand these long debates . LORD GORING :by never listening . LADY BASILDON:really ? LORD GORING :(in his most serious manner) Of course.You see , it is a very dangerous thing to listen.If one listens one may be convinced ;and a man who allows himself to be convinced by an argument is a thoroughly unreasonable person . LADY BASILDON :ah ! that accounts for so much in men that i have never understood , and so much in women that their husbands never appreciate inthem ! ACT 1:PG32 LORD GORING :my father told me to go to bed an hour ago.I don't see why i should give you the same advice .I always pass on good advice.It is the only thing to do with it .It is never of any use to oneself . ACT 2 :PG 42 SIR ROBERT CHILTERN : (bitterly) men who everyday do something of the same kind themselves .Men who each one of them , have worse secrets in their own lives . LORD GORING : That is the reason they are so p[leased to find out other people's secrets.It distracts public attention from their own. acha kay ...i am not going to copy paste the whole book ...just advertising okz me signin off.....electricity's waiting for me ...SOB and magnetism 2..... watched de grudge last night and realized today it wasn't scary March 20 Busy day aheadheheheh hello bloggy...ahhhhhhhhhh da scent of "green peas" ;) ...ages ...had exams just got over with them .....blogging is really an irresistable thing...throughout the whole week ive been brainstorming thinking what to write and trying to remeber events but den i thought "chor yaar" (leave it) because i believe the essence of blogs comes from writing whatever is in ure head at the moment u r writing .Gosh i have alot to do today : write an email to m.diddy heheheh :D ...have to give her my site as well(ahhhhhh da feeling "my site" ) oh yah i just remeber sailor ure wish has come true regd updating blogs :D ...just found out another thing to do ...comment on streets blog bout evolution , da cute story n sailors blog bout creativity ....GOSH ...so many blogs ! chk out blogs.....aiyayaya ....SOB...all dat internet work to do and me smart parents are not saving the internet password , you have to wait to get the password ....but i use some of my rebelling techniques at least if they don't respond ...they probably would feel hehehhe yah i noe mean me ... but tis not so mean let me giv u an example : " did waj aiyyah (my elder bro) have to wait for the passwrd...the whole computer was his " and "humph ppl want me to grow up and i dont get to feel 18" ....heheheh luks lik some of me naughtiness hasnt disappeared but i gess da only reason dey dont respond is is is ...hmmmmm.... DEYRE IGNORING ME ! no hmm cant b dat im not a kiddy whinning am i ?! 4 dem 2 ignore ...i'm just asking for a little hehehhe a little too much for them....if only we had dsl and internet was free like the electricity bill...but hey now electricity and water is going to come with a price...the "dudes" are going to be installing water and electricity meters but i gess it's high time something like that came into place...we live too much in luxury ....weve lost da value of water ! unfortunately we wont get a feel of dat we'll be getting a feel of sl (inshallah) aich ...i remeber relations dey r so used to sleeping at 9:00 ...i hated it i felt like a whole day was wasted hehhehe yah im A NIGHT OWL. :D my tamagotchi ...dose lil virtual pets ...popular for quite sometime (7 yrs bck) ...dey coudnt stand it 2 ...dey kept on dying...wid dis lil beep n funeral song at night ...hehheh still remeber dat ..wake up 2 find a lil cross instead of dino !!!! woah i write alot ..ok no more for today i gotta write 2 m.diddy :P still dint get the net passwrd...so unfair....waiting in a sulk ! sulk ! sulk! sulk! ....waiting from 7 (local time) SOB ! March 13 EVERYTHING HAS A BEGINNINGHELLO EVERYBODY , Today i blog , blog for the first time At first i wasn't very intrested ...naturally people tend to be quite slow in embracing da new ... being so much an old fashioned person i let the internet junkie in me out ...now for da climax...(i'll try stop using "da"...cant afford to spoil me english ..not de right time !) the stem of enthusiasm arose when my internet explorer just woudn't open, it had sealed itself and rolled itself into a ...hmmmm..a ... i was thinking clam b4 but hey clams dont roll so let me think again : into a hedgehog ! from de sealed internet explorer i moved to real one player (another story how i got 2 real one player but never mind!) , i was checking out some stuff and decided 2 look for my sister's blog ; typed in (her name)l +msn spaces and felt really impressed , amazed , overwhelmed lol and from there an urge grew 2 create my own identity....so those of u still without blogs stop hesitating and start TKZ HEBAH |
), 5 ties for 55dhs and 5 suits for 555dhs...TOTALLY WOW !...one tie is usually 500dhs and above ( i am making modest estimations over here , azaz correct me because i naturally dont shop for these stuff
), one suit is usually above 1000 dhs (not a branded suit, tailored...branded possibly 5000 and above ..i assume 
..but if u live close by , can bet u r already there ...this is wat i call ELA BUSINESS STRATEGY !
; 13.88/20 (ela 4 me considering da highest was 14 i think), BIO hehelet's not talk about...i'm in da borderline prolly wid an average of 10 yah OUCH ...CHEMISTRY the paper was bad so had an average of 10. heheh yah all of u who study at sabis r thinkin shes gone nuts ! lol yah da reason being y im so happy is becoz of all of dis :
blogs dont have to be updated frequently and im only saying that because i know it would be difficult for me 2 update minE constantly...GOSH ! Ive got 2 months left and then a'levels aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh ! inshallah ill do well ...okz that is all from me so HAPPY READING EVERYBODY !|
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